Here and now

I sip my coffee again.
Your face showed in it's foam
and for a breef moment I thought you smiled at me.

A song on the background stole my thoughts
and makes me want to shout out,
here and now,
where are you?

I gave you all my secrets and smiles.
There is no better place for them to be.
I took all your time thou,
egoistic,
but so in need.

There is no good way to say goodbye,
even if it's just for a second,
and I shout out,
here and now,
where are you?

We shared our blood
and you're the keeper of my heart.
I stole yours and will keep it for ever,
like a thief,
but rich now.

My coffee is gone,
the song died in the background
and I realize you where beside me all this time,
but I still shout out,
here and now,
I love you.

Why cry?

This is inspired by the song Suus by Rona Nishliu.

When you are hit by that pinching, all questioning feeling inside
that puts your heart to the test over and over again.
When your smile is in a place that you can't find anymore
and all you can think about is shouting out.
When I miss you and a tear is running down my cheeck,
that tear reminds me I'm alive.
Alive and here to take care of you and all that is us.

When I'm out of the spotlights and in the shadow.
When I think too much and disspear.
When I need you and a tear is running down my cheeck,
that tear reminds me I'm alive.
Alive and here to love you and all that is us.

When I ask myself why I'm crying and dry my eyes.
When your kiss is all that can save me
When all I can remember are good memories
and I don't want to stop and long for that special feeling
that is touching me every- and nowhere.

I shed another tear.....I'm still alive.
Alive and here for us.

Happy Mothers Day.

Two mothers are sitting on a cloud,
talking and floating on air.
The coffee is always hot and sweet without sugar out there.
They don't speak the same language
but talk the same words.
They understand eachother because their hearts
feel the same joy and hurts.

A man and a woman are looking to the sky
and as the clouds float by
they keep wandering, why?
The emptiness that is left in a motherless heart
is heavy and deep.
The memories they have never sleep.

Today there is only one thing we want to say:
We miss and love you and
happy mothers day!